Christmas weekend

I hope everyone had a great Christmas :) I celebrated Christmas at Andrew and Tiffany's house with Lilly,Katherine and their kids. When we got there we open up our gifts I always love that part. After that we had lunch like sausage rolls, quiche all that good stuff,we all stayed in the living room catching up on things. Andrew got drunk before dinner so he didn't eat dinner which sucked for him but at lease he got left overs. The dinner was amazing we had turkey, mash potatoes, stuffing, gravy and dinner rolls. I stayed there overnight, the next day I left after lunch and went to Scott an Katrina's house to hang out Alexander came over he came in the living room and sat beside me we all started talking when he asked me to go outside. We ended up going for a walk he told me how he has liked me for a long time I blushed and told him that I like him too, when we got to my house he asked me out and I said I would love to.

Lost hope

So this is what has been going on, The baby shower was amazing thanks everyone who came and thanks for the gifts. :) After that I left town again im staying with one of my good friends, I just need to clear my head after what Scott did to me I lost control of everything. So I packed up and left I can't say when i'll be back im happy where i am away from everything and Scott. I miss everyone else I won't be gone forever I promise.

Im leaving this town

Goodbye people

Home sweet home

I got back from my month long trip yesterday and it was great! I went to a wedding shower and a baby shower. The wedding shower was so much fun it was a jack & jill one and it was at a pool hall, after dinner and the gifts were opened there was a dance I sat out for this one I just wasn't in the mood but some of my cousins kept on bugging me to dance with them I couldn't take any more so I gave in and had fun with them on the dance floor. I got home late that night but it was worth it as soon as I got into bed I went to sleep right away.

The next day was my other cousins baby shower shes having a boy and naming him Dylan. I wasn't sure what to get her so at the end I decided to give her a baby book she really liked it. And as for me, I haven't told everyone yet but now im going to tell you all.... im pregnant and im a month and half and im keeping the baby.

Trip update #1

So far my trip is going great, except I miss my dad just being back in my hometown and not seeing my dad makes me break down. I'm staying at my grandmas I love her but she can be so annoying at times like she always wants to know where I'm going, what I'm doing, who I'm with but I'm just going to take it as it is. I visited one of my aunt and uncles they were really happy to see me we were just catching up on things, a lot of things has happen since my dad passed away like my cousin who is a year older then me is getting married this november and I'm invited but I said I cant because of school and its my last year which is very impotent to me. But I'm going to her wedding shower next saturday she said she wanted to have an early one because of me. :)

This is the dress im going to wear to the wedding

Elena you are amazing

This happened about three weekends ago... I was walking around town and I bumped into Elena she seemed mad and so was I. I said hey whats wrong? she looked at me and told me how she wants to kill Bob but we wont let her so she said im going to go find him tonight and teach him a lesson I told her not to im sorry Emily but I have to then im coming with you no your not ts dangerous and I don't want you to get hurt fine I wont. Em what is it? I hate Bob I hate what he did to Lilly it hurts me I understand that ill tell him how you fell. I went home worrying about Elena I called Scott telling him about what was going on then I asked him if I can stay over at his place for the night of course you can ill be there in a bit, I packed my bag and left over and over in my head I kept thinking how about if she dose get hurt I could have tried a little bit harder to stop her. I got to Scott's house and knocked on his door hi i ll take your bags for you thanks im watching Friday the 13th the new one I love that movie I said that's great im going to go get the popcorn. Scott asked me do you want to sleep in Stella's bed or with me? you know it will be to lonely in Stella's bed so I think it would be a good idea if I sleep with you I like that idea. it was getting to the end of the movie and things were getting hot and heavy between us and yes you can guess what was going to happen next. in the middle of it all the phone rang classic we stoped even know we didn't want to he checked who it was he said it was Elena ill call her back after, we got right back to it. Later on he called her back when he got off the phone he said shes gone to the police station to try and free Lilly, I called her right away how are u? Emily don't worry about me im going to get Lilly out how are you going to get her out? I know one of the cops and he can help me are you sure about this? yes i am, i ll call you back when I get more news ok bye. The next day in the evening I got a call from Elena saying to meet her at the lot when I got there I saw her and a cop standing in front of his cruiser whats going on? the cop opened the car door and out came Lilly we hugged and cried we were both very happy. The next thing I knew Elena clasped to the ground the cop said she was complaining about a headache we better get her to the hospital. We all went to the hospital and Elena was amted into the ER and went for some testing 2 hrs later the doctor came back and told the cop someone needs to contact her family I will I said. After I did that and came back and saw Lilly crying I knew something was wrong the cop came up to me have a seat, Elena has slept into a coma and they are not sure when she will come out of it I was lost for words I didn't know what to say I went over to Lilly and talked to her. Dimitri walked in whats going on with Elena? She got into a fight with Bob and she hit her head really hard and now shes in a coma I felt the warm tears streaming down my face Emily she will come out of this. Emily im going to take your sister home she said shes tired bye Lilly, bye. Are you going home no im not im going to stay here that's good when can we visit her? I don't know you want to go for a drive just drive around I want to clear my head yeah sure. Emily listen to me you know Elena is strong she doesn't give up shes going to pull through, I know that shes strong and she doesn't give up but its scary knowing that one of your best friends are like that. When we got back to the hospital the doctor came running to us you guys need to come quick Elena is waking up isn't that to soon? I know its not normal, Emily lets go when we got to her room her eyes were open hi sis, what happened? we will tell you later I want to know now you got into a fight with Bob and you hit your head really hard and that's how you went into a coma. I don't want to be here anymore I want to get out you cant you have to stay here she riped hr iv and everything else off of her stop it, no I ran to get a nurse by the I got back she was gone. Why did you let her leave? I couldn't stop her I know where she went we drove to the bridge and there she was sitting on the sidewalk. Elena you have to go back now no im fine guys we should go somewhere else Dimitri said ok fine lets go to my place and you guys can stay for the night ok lets go. When we got to my place Lilly came from the kitchen Elena is awake and out of the hospital? its a long story. Where can I put Elena she can use my bed ok thanks. All three of us sat in the living room Dimitri asked what do you guys want to do? lets play truth or dare oh great Dimitri said Lilly laughed.

My first date with Scott :)

Two days ago I met this guy name Scott at the book store I saw him in the corner of my eye looking at me I looked at him and he looked away, he walked up to me and said hi and we started talking I couldn't stop thinking about how good looking he is after 10 minuets he said he had to go so that was that. When I left the book store I couldn't stop thinking about him I just knew I had to see him again I got home at 9 after hanging out with some friends Lilly came running to me saying I was talking to that new guy Scott today he was talking to me about you and I told him your my sister and I know he likes you because he said he's going to ask you out, I went to bed and couldn't wait for tomorrow. The next day I went out with Lilly to the mall and I spotted Scott at the food court with some people from around town I decided i'm going to ask him out Lilly i'll be back just stay here Lilly said ok. I walked over to the food court and Scott saw me and came over I was kind of nerves but before I can stop myself I blurted it out how would you like to go out sometime? just you and I like a date he asked yes like a date he said yes I would like that how about tonight that sounds great how about dinner and a movie yeah he sounded all excited I suggested that we should go see the movie grown ups he agreed I was just as excited as he was, and then we were flirting until Lilly came over and said she wanted to go home Scott told me he'll pick me up at 6. On the way home I told Lilly all about it and she was really happy for me when we got home I told Kathrine the same thing and she was also happy for me. I went up stairs to get ready I went into my closet and found the perfect outfit a beautiful summer dress I bought 2 weekends ago that I haven't worn yet I was just finishing doing my hair when I heard the doorbell I heard Katherine inviting him in and they were talking for a bit. as I was walking down stairs I felt his eyes on me which got me kind of nerves When I got down stairs I looked at him he had this big smile on his face he looked so cute he said to me you look beautiful thank you you guy's have fun Kathrine said. We went to this restaurant called shrimp shack that was all the way on the other side of town to be honest I never heard of it but he said he went there yesterday for lunch and the shrimp is really good and you can get all these different flavor shrimp that sounds great I mean I love sea food I said well then you are going to love this place, I have to admit the place is a little run down but I found out that's because it's old. when we got seated and took our order we started talking about our family's what kind of things we like to do I was talking about school after dinner we went to the movies, I told Scott we don't need popcorn because i'm full from dinner so am I he said the movie was so funny we couldn't stop laughing. When Scott dropped me off at home he walked me to my door I told him I had a great time I did too he said you know what I really like you you seem like an interesting guy thanks your welcome I kissed him on the cheek and walked inside.

I love you

OMG!!!! it is so hot here I feel like dieing. On Saturday morning I got up and went down stairs to find Kathrine in the kitchen making breakfast. good morning good morning Emily, I was talking to Dawn last night and we both were talking about how hot it is and before I got off the phone she asked if you and I would like to go swimming with her today at that outdoor pool the one at the park that's cool I said will I said yes I hope that's fine with you? of course it is I can't take the heat anymore I feel like i'm melting. After we ate breakfast we went to get ready and later on at 12 we went to Dawn's. When we got there Dawn was getting ready Brook was there watching t.v Kathrine was talking on her phone and I went in the living room and talked to Brook, she was talking about her date with Austin and how well it went and I was talking about my brothers wedding. Dawn came running down stairs being all crazy in a good way, I asked Brook if she was coming and she said she wasn't in the mood. As we were walking there Dawn was taking about how she wants to have a sweet ass party I said hell yeah that would be awesome Kathrine interrupted us Em isn't that Rusty James over there with those guy's near the pool? I looked yeah it is hey you guy's go ahead i'll catch up ok well meet you at the pool. I went over to them hey Rusty James what's up? not to much can we go somewhere else and talk? um sure we went to the other side of the park and sat under a tree. So the judge gave you bail? yeah she did someone I know gave the money so it's all good i'm happy to hear that you know I really missed you it wasn't the same, I don't say this to chicks but your different you make me feel different when I was in jail all I did was think about you and you also know I ain't good at writing letters so that's why I didn't write you but I hope you understand. I do what are u doing tonight? I was just going to hang out with some people I see, are you going to ask me out on a date? maybe... I missed you Emily

What A Fun Day Pt.2

As you all know the party was fucking awesome!!!! Anyway, As soon as I got out of our house Kathrine comes tripping on the walk way and almost fell on her face luckily I was there to save her i'm coming with you she said will i'm glade it's a party so no one will care that your drunk, so I put her in the car when we got there I helped her get out of the car and into the house. Everyone was there and even some people I didn't reorganize the music was loud the alcohol was flowing. I left Kathrine alone in the living room and I went into the kitchen to get a drink I found Jamie and Candie there talking I grabbed myself a beer, Candie was like hey Em what's up? Eh not much u? This party is great I just got here I said so how about you Jamie? I didn't get here not to long ago because Johnny had to do something and I was waiting. Jamie left the kitchen It was only me and Candie then she said there is a good looking guy here and he kept on looking at me that's cool hey i'm going to go talk to everyone else later. I went back into the living room and Kathrine was dancing like a fool. I found everyone but Lilly and we all started talking and everyone was laughing at Kathrine and I was too it was so funny. I went up stairs to use the bathroom because the one down stairs was occupied I heard sex sounds that sounded like... it couldn't be I didn't want to look but it was like I had to just to see if I was right I looked through the crack in the door, Weird how the door wasn't even shut I turned away I was right my little sister was I went into a other bedroom and closed the door I didn't turn on the light. I turned around and jumped at the sight of seeing someone sitting on the bed I turned on the light quick and I couldn't believe who it was.

What A Fun Day

My sister comes home today from New York, i'm happy shes happy then she tells me to leave how nice of her not. So I go walking around knowing something is up bored out of my mind so I thought hey why not go see Candie. So I go to her house and Brook and Johnny are also home well I stayed there for an hour, and I got a call on my cell from my sister saying come home now, I was like what the fuck is wrong with you. I walked home in the heat which feels like a desert I walk in the door and I say i'm home, she walks up to me all drunk and shit I was like sit your drunk ass down i'm getting ready for the party. I walk up stairs and I look in my closet and I find this outfit that makes me look like a slut I thought hell i'll just wear this who gives a damn. Even know she was drunk she said she liked it I look good in it so whatever. I asked her are you still going to the party? she was slurring her words I think she said yeah, anyway I left and said i'll see you at the party.

Confused

Last night, Candie and I were hanging out talking about who we have a crush on I just couldn't stop talking about the guy I like. Candie said I should go for it but I was like I don't know I do like him a lot, I guess i'm just shy i've never been like this before Em you have to tell him. I'm going home now I said i'll see you tomorrow at school bye. As I was walking home I kept thinking should I or should I not tell him.

My So Call Life

Last monday, as Lilly and I were leaving school and as we were coming up to our mom's house we decided to go to the house because we had to get something, before we got into the house our step-dad stormed out. We went inside and saw our mom crying I didn't bother asking our mom what was wrong it was pretty obvious but she said it anyway your step-dad and I are getting a divorce, I was going to say that's what you get bitch but I just couldn't. so she went on saying why are you guy's here we have to get something Lilly said you know you guys can't live on your own yet your not 18 or bumming around what are u saying? We saw a car pulling up to the house and a women coming out of the car wearing a business suit carrying a briefcase, Lilly and I both looked at each other. Mom went to the door and greeted her and told her to come in I was not liking this at all. Have a seat Mrs.Brown thank you and by the way you can just call me Kathy, these are my two daughters I told you about Emily and Lilly then she left the room. it's a pleasure to meet you yeah right I said, I don't want to make this hard for you but you have to listening to what i'm about to tell to you both. Your mom called the social service informing us that you guy's aren't behaving Lilly shouted that's not true our mom is the one treating us bad you don't know half of it, blaming other people dose not solve the problem now I heard you both stay at all hours of the night even on school night's not coming home, you won't listening to your mom, you tend to lash out and treating her. Stop it right there I demanded she's only saying all of this because she doesn't want us and her life anymore she made that perfectly clear lots of times before and you know what i'm happy to get out of this place for good and away from her I walked away into the hallway. I feel the same way Lilly said I'll be right back.




On friday, Kathy came to our school and informed us that she found a great family for us I was happy and I don't know why but sad at the same time. After school she came and picked us up and took us to our new family and introduce us to everyone it felt so weird just being there and being with those people we didn't even know that was becoming our new family, Emily, Lilly let's go get your stuff. The next day Lilly got a phone call from Jamie and she told her everything that was going on when Lilly got off the phone she told me Jamie and Johnny were on their way to see us it has been quit some time since we seen them or anyone else in that matter of fact. It was 2:00 when they got to the house. Jamie came in and gave us hugs saying how sorry she was and how much she missed us Johnny did the same. We were talking about old times and catching up on everything. I was happy to see them it made my day better. I heard my phone vibrating I went to get my phone it was a text from Rusty James.

I'm Back :)

I just got back from my home town in South Carolina where most of my family lives. I had to go because me, Andrew and Lilly's dad passed away not to long ago. We went there for the funeral it was really hard for all of us to go through, we weren't going to stay but when we saw how our grandma was doing we decided to stay because she wasn't taking it so well I could understand why. We stayed at her house consoling each other trying our best not to give up on life. I felt lost like the world was coming to an end it was the worst thing I had ever felt in my whole life, if it wasn't for Andrew and Lilly I know I wouldn't be able to go through it by myself. I love you both.